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Sunday, July 30, 2006

2:29 AM

I am back..

will she angry?
will she unhappy when she listen to tis?
y suddenly it ask?
shall i go ask?
should i go de first place?
should i dun sae it out at first?
should i lie to her in de first place?
wat she hab been tinkin when she heard tat word?
will she go told other?
will she dun lyk?
will she gib mi de look again?
will she stop askin mi?
ermx..lets sae abt ytd..
goin out wif ling they all..
meet ling at 4.40pm..
bt i late alittle bit..
so i call her go buy her thing first lorx..
after tat den meet again..
go eat steamboat..
dun noe y they always sae mi de..
hahax..
always make ppl laugh..
de smile will always be dere..
bt after goin home de smile gone le..
it gone veri fast..
dun noe whr it gone to..
de smile stop in de min n sec..
realli hope tat de smile will stay 4ever..
bt.....
it wont be de..
eat finish steamboat go funzone play bowling..
first time play bowling wif them worx..
wao onli noe how to play..
den forget de time le..
after playin we go take bus le..
coz realli veri late le mahx..
in de interchange we take some photo..
after tat all go home by themself le..
y she neva ask mi anything?
y she keep silent abt it?
y dun sae it out?
y y y?
she realli dun care abt mi le mahx?
she hab alreadi gib up on mi le mahx?
y she always keep silent de?
haix..
wat i realli do will let euu hold mi in ur hand again?
wat i should do?
can tell mi mahx?
dun always treat mi lyk tat..
it lyk i n euu goin further n further..
i feel tat i should nt at here in de first place..
ermx..2dae lehx..
2dae wake up early in de morning..
go downstair take bus..
go my workin place dere..
sianx diao..
always so early muz wake up de..
bt 2dae veri gd lehx..
i tot i goin to counter..
when i go in..
bt den neva..
hahax..
gd........
stay at de kitchen..
neva go lobby..
counter..
hahax..
first time sia..
dun noe wat has happen to them..
hahax..
after finish workin i goin home le..
will dream cum true?
i hope it will realli cum true..
ermx..wat is smile?
she call mi dun put everything inside my heart..
frendz r always be there for euu..
ermx..i will try nt to put inside..
try to sae in out..
i will try veri veri hard okiex..

LiHuA aKa AhHuA

I am back again..

2dae go skul as normal..
bell ring still haben reach de hall..
so scare get catch..
bt luck still can sit down..
run so fast..
everything alright le mahx?
still de same mahx?
anything change?
should it be gd?
should it be trust?
still can believe?
should she disappointed?
should she happy?
in my live still gt happy tis word?
should she happy abt it?
should she go ask wat happen?
wat should she do?
should she go wif them?
should she go understand?
should she still ask?
should she gib up on it?
wat it's mean?
wat euu realli wan?
wat euu wan den euu happy?
should she still go de place?
should she no show?
should she sae it out?
after skul go meet kapo n xin..
after tat go canteen makan..
go see npcc training..
tis is de first time i look so near on them..
after npcc finish their training still haben go home..
still stay at skul awhile..
go ling yu le..
so wet..so happy..so fun..
after tat go home wif xin they all lorx..
walkin home chat many thing..
hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa AhHuA

Harlow.. i am back..

i feel i nt fit to live in tis world..
wat euu all realli wan mi to do ritex nw?
cant euu tell mi?
cant euu gib mi de way tat euu wan?
cant?
pls dun gib mi de look..
it's realli veri hurt..
cant euu feel it oso?
i dun noe wat should i do nw..
i dun noe whr am i being..
which way am i being is correct?
should i realli keep slient?
should i dun let euu noe?
should i be alone?
should i dun care?
bt i realli cant dun care abt it..
euu all noe my feeling mahx?
y always must treat mi lyk tat?
euu all dun realli noe lorx..
euu all wont noe..
y studdenly all become lyk tat?
cant be lyk last time?
things realli change veri fast..
cant go back le bahx..
all hab been change le..
am i nt fit wif euu all?
nw i tink realli dun fit le bahx..
realli dun..
r all frendz trusted?
how cum tat de person will noe?
hu hab been telling?
y cant euu ask?
i dun realli noe..
no one will sit beside n listen to wat am i saeing..
no one will be dere 4 mi..
no one will care de..
should i believe wat euu hab sae to mi?
all euu sae izzit true?
i realli hope wat euu sae is true..
my six sence tell mi de..
pls dun lie to mi..
i hab been tinking of wat has happen to?
all is on my brain inside..
r euu happy abt it mahx?
tat person lyk it mahx?
hab euu been tokin?
i dun dare to go ask euu..
i onli can sae gd luck to euu..
tis is wat i onli can tell..
hab euu noe wat am i feeling ritex nw?
cant euu feel it?
cant euu ask?
maybe euu neva feel it bahx..
i should keep slient abt it bahx..
should hab..
should i sae it out loud?
realli veri miss de dae..
can it be back again?
can euu tell mi hu am euu tink mahx?
put in my heart realli veri xin ku..
bt den if i sae out oso no more use le..
thankx 4 all de ppl tat make mi feel veri happy 2dae..
realli veri thankx you..
long time didn't laugh until lyk tat le..
realli veri miss..
thankx worx..
take many pic oso..
play game wif them..
nt so noe them de..
bt nw i noe le..
they realli veri funny..
can laugh until euu cry..
can all de dae be lyk tis?
stop le..
hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa AhHuA

Harlow..i am back..

ermx..2dae still fine lorx..nt sad nt happy..go skul as normal..
walk to skul wif my frendz..
nth has happen in de skul..
morning pe i sae wrong word le..
i onli sae SO GD..den all my classmates must run so many round..
so sori to all my classmates..
ermx..y our class always gt ppl lost his/her money de..
dun noe hu steal it..haix..sianx diao..
still gt one more dae is tat person birthdae le..
should i buy mahx..
realli veri luan..
many ppl sae dun buy dun buy..
tat person treat mi lyk tat still wan to buy for..
bt den tat person still my frendz mahx..
i dun noe nw tat person still treat mi as her frendz mahx..haix..
if i dun buy den how..
if i buy lehx..
see first bahx..
hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

Harlow.. i am back again..

ermx..lets sae abt 2dae bahx..quite high de lorx..
always laughing around lyk crazy..hahax..siao le..go skul as normal lorx..
ying neva go skul wif us..she sae she go herself..
so onli mi n xin go skul together lorx..
i walk until xin blk downstair studdenly rain worx..
dun noe is gd or bad..
walk to skul without umbellar..bo bian mahx..
coz we two neva bring umbellar..
walk until skul gate wet wet de..so cold..bt happy..hahax..
first time walk to skul wif de rain worx..hahax..
my hair all messy le..so ugly..sian diao..
ermx..after skul mi n ying wait 4 juliana outside her classroom..
coz 2dae she dun hab taf mahx..
after she cum out we go canteen makan lorx..
at canteen we saw xin n ling..they two cum down le mahx..
so we eat together lorx..bt den xin is unhappy..
i dun noe wat has happen to her le..dun wish to see her lyk tat..
realli hope tat she can truely smile at mi..
bt den she nw can do it mehx?..
i realli hope she can do it..
if i gt a water let her drink den she can 4get every unhappi thing jiu hao le..
bt i dun hab..onli in my dreamland..
after we finish our food..sit at canteen awhile we go out le..
ling go play badminton wif her frendz..
so left mi,xin,ying,juliana n jolene lorx..we all go jp walk walk..
walking until awhile ying sae she wanna go home le..
den after tat is jolene..den is juliana..
coz veri late le mahx..so go home lorx..we send juliana go home..
on de way home..we all laughing around..coz realli veri funny mahx..hahax..
bt den xin nt laughing frm her heart de lorx..she juz dun wanna make us worried..
bt den i dun wan..i wan her laugh out frm her heart..
i dun wan she laugh in front of us..i dun wan..
bt den dun tink she can laugh out frm her heart le..she lost le..
xin dun tink so much le..i dun wan my frendz lyk tis..haix..
left mi n xin..we sit at juliana blk downstair tok tok lorx..
i finally noe wat has happen to her le..FINALLY..
after chatting awhile we go home le..
Hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa AhHuA
~*~*Hope all my frendz will always smile*~*~

Harlow.. i am back again..

ermx..lets sae abt 2dae..2dae early in de morning i go work le..
sian lorx..dun wish to work..hahax..lazy pig..
bt den i gt go lahx..hahax..so tired..must wake up so early..
sianx..cannot slp until late late de..always must wake up so early..
reach de mac..see no costomer so happy..
bt when i wanna start my work..costomer in lorx..sianx diao..
y always i wanna start working costomer in de..dun lyk lorx..haix..bo bian..
bt nvm..dere gt so many crews help..hahax..
run here run dere take my product..hahax..
scare bang my frendz sia..coz de place so small..how to walk worx..
de costomer in until 1+ lorx..none stop..so tiring..
bt at 9+ i go break so can relax awhile..
all my food finish le..de stupid manager call mi go help first..
wao lau..always lyk tat de..ppl haben finish den call euu..hate sia..
haben relax finish lorx..den call mi go help..sian diao lorx..
bt den he sae lata den gib mi break again..wao..lyk tat oso can de worx..
so bo bian must go help dem..go in de counter euu noe he sae wat..
he call mi go lobby frist..wao..tink i wat mehx..always call mi go lobby de..
nt fair lorx..other crews neva go onli mi..
always call mi clean de rubbish..haix..
bt after awhile one of our crew +lay hong+ aunt cum out help mi..
she sae i clean so slow still haben finish cleaning..hahax..
gt so many rubbish..de bin all full oso..must go throw de mahx..
btw..he wan mi to clean den i clean lorx..
hu call him is de manager..haix..
he BIG mahx..call euu do tis euu must do..
if neva do lata he go complain boss den siao le lorx..hahax..
bt den can waste time euu noe..hahax..
finish cleaning de lobby go back counter lorx..sianx..hahax..
at abt 3pm i go back home le wif my frendz..hahax..
hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

Harlow.. i am back to write again..
2dae still fine lorx.. nt happy n nt sad.. nth has happen..
ermx.. wake up at 11+.. go online awhile.. after tat offline le.. neva go work 2dae.. so stay at home lorx.. haix.. at home oso gt nth to do.. sian diao.. bt den can rest.. can slp until late late den wake up.. so happy.. dun need to wake up so early in de morning..
afternoon my mummy ask mi wanna go makan wif her?.. i sae okiex lorx.. coz nth to do mahx..
so go out walk walk lorx.. long time neva go out together le mahx.. so happy tat we still can go out together.. we go jp makan n at de same time we go shopping lorx..
go dere buy many thing back.. at abt 6+ we go home le..
when we reach mrt station dere suddenly rain..
hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

Harlow.. i am back to write again..
2dae is veri sad dae.. go skul as normal.. nth happen in class..
bt after skul all thing has happen..haix..
wat should i do nw?.. y all thing became lyk tat?.. Y?..
can tell mi mahx?.. m i doin wrong make euu all so angry wif mi?..
euu all tell mi.. dun lyk tis.. i beg euu all le.. i see euu all lyk tat i realli dun noe wat should i do rite nw?.. wat should i do den wont make euu all lyk tis?..
Haix.. i am realli lost nw.. i stop here le..
hope tml i better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

Harlow.. i am here to write again..
Ermx.. 2dae go skul as normal lorx.. nth happen in de morning.. haix.. recess ying n mi go canteen buy food makan lorx.. after recess our class go com lab do our racial harmony design..
bt all de printer dun y no colour de.. sian lorx.. so all of them cant print out their design.. after de cpa lesson is eoa lesson.. haix.. sian diao.. after skul still de same lorx..
go canteen makan wif ying.. haix.. we stay at skul wait 4 jul they all lorx.. coz jul call us wait 4 her mahx.. dun noe wat has happened 2dae.. xin dun y suddenly no mood..
mi n ling go toilet saw sumthing.. haix.. dun wish to see tat happen.. bt dun noe y.. after see her lyk tat i asking myself wat has happen to her?.. y she lyk tat.. y?.. haix.. dun noe lahx.. y everything happen so fast de..
haix.. y? hu can tell mi? no mood lahx.. stop here le..
dun wish to write le.. hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

Harlow.. i am back again..
2dae go skul as normal.. quite okiex lorx.. nt sad n nt happi.. seldom tok in de class.. at cpa lesson mr so veri funny sia.. coz i slp at his lesson when he was teaching.. he saw mi slping den he sae i sell Lee hwa jewellery sell until tired den cum his lesson slp.. hahaz.. he so funny.. after skul ying n mi go canteen find ling n xin.. bt they r nt dere so i go near de caber cafe dere look at xin classroom dere see whether they two at dere.. after tat i saw dem.. they cum down den i ask them gt stay back mahx.. ling neva stay back at skul.. left mi,xin n ying.. haix.. dun noe nw still wanna go find her mahx.. haix.. see she veri na zhou ren.. haix.. sad.. 3+ mi n ying go cca le.. xin go find her frendz.. at dance pratice we learn many step.. until my leg is so painful.. haix.. we pratice until 6+ we go home le lorx.. at home tink many thing.. dun noe wat should i do?.. haix.. dun wish to tell anyone le.. juz keep wif myself.. wanna be alone.. haix.. dun noe.. hope tml is better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

Harlow.. i am here to write again..
Haix.. dun noe wat to sae abt 2dae.. 2dae go skul as normal lorx.. bt.. onli in de morning i neva open my mouth n tok lorx.. haix.. dun wish to tok.. my jie(ying) as mi wat had happen to mi i neva sae anything.. i juz sae nth happen to mi.. at de class we two seldom tok to each other lorx.. onli when i need den i tok to her.. coz i dun noe wan to tok abt wat.. after skul mi n ying go find ling n xin.. we go xin classroom wait 4 her.. after awhile xin cum out frm her class.. she told us tat she go studi wif her fendz.. so left mi, ling n ying.. we three of euu go canteen makan lorx.. onli mi n ling go buy food.. i nt too sure abt ying.. haix.. i dun noe wat has happen to mi 2dae.. juz wish to be alone awhile.. juz let mi tink carefully wat should i do is de correct ways.. mi alone go chinese store buy food.. after i finish buying i go back my place find ying.. bt i heard sumthing.. i dun noe wat they was toking abt.. bt when i reach dere ying stop toking to jul le.. i gt abit angry.. coz i dun noe wat they was doin.. so i decided go other place sit down left them at dere lorx.. haix.. i am veri sori to all my frendz.. veri veri sori.. i one person make so many ppl no mood.. sori.. haix.. ying tot i angry wif her so she go home first.. we sit at de canteen until 4+ we saw meishi cum down frm hall coz she gt oral mahx.. after a while we go back home le lorx.. when we goin to reach outside de skul we saw xin.. xin ask we go whr i sae we go hm.. so we all goin home together lorx.. after we goin to reach pioneer mall suddenly de rain came.. hahaz.. we walk at de rain.. after awhile we go hm le.. hope tml is de better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa Ah HuA

2dae is nt a happy dae 4 mi.. haix..

2dae i go skul as normal.. ermx.. after skul mi n si ying go carteen wait 4 ling n xin.. coz they gt something on mahx.. so we wait 4 them lorx.. hahaz.. after 4+ they cum out le.. we at skul alwhile.. after tat we go hm le lorx.. ling go hm first.. coz she sick mahx.. haix.. sad.. left mi, xin n ying lorx.. we go pioneer mall makan.. ying neva eat.. onli mi n xin was eating.. haix.. btw i should't nt tell ying abt tis.. haix.. i dun noe.. nw my heart veri luan dun noe wat to do nw.. dun wish to hurt anyone.. bt.. haix.. dun noe.. hope tml is de better dae bahx..

LiHuA aKa AhHuA